*ho hum*

i still feel like an outsider at the "other place".

i feel like maybe people look at me weird.

oh well.

*worried*

i'm worried now.
my friend is pregnant and she is having some cramps.
she is a really good mommy and she deserves to have another baby.
i hope its nothing but bad gas.

on the other hand......my other friend
is feeling very very down and it worries me
because she is suicidal.

it makes me realize that
life is so delicate.

so so delicate.
i wish i could do more.

i like wearing no panties.

yep.

i like going commando.

i wish i could do it all the time.

i wanna go home

i'm tired and my tummy feels funny.
probably because my lunch was bigger than normal.
i am on the verge of a headache too.
i can feel it.

nothing....

ok i had nothing to worry about.
the meeting was about an iep checklist.
nothing to do with me.
*phew*

stress.

the vice principal wants to talk to my two bosses.
i'm a little stressed about why.
is it because we have to move offices?
if we move, i wont be able to go online as much.
is it because they know i'm online all the time?
i hope not.
the tech people like me.
wouldnt they warn me first?
i would think so.

i'm nervous.

by the way......this is my first blogger post.
go me.